MOVED.

http://joewonderswhy.tumblr.com/

Now I know the Princess that I am. :')

Just ended a relationship.. a wrong one at that.
Now I think I'll be truly happy.

I used to think that he treated me like a princess...
but then I realized that I you never made me feel like one..
but I'm assured that He will treat me AND make me feel like a princess. :D

HAHAHAHAH.

Top TEN Random Hate Stuff.

They are in ramdom. :O

1. Redundant Stuff.

I hate repeating things. Anything. Words, doing stuff all over again, it just pisses me off.

2. Racists.

I am racial to racists. And that makes me a racist, too. Gah, makes no sense.

3. People who categorize people.

These are people who... gah. Think everyone is the same.. and think they're the only one who's unique.

4. Feeling Fashionista

These guys buy expensive stuff, think they look cool, but actually look like bull crap. They wear nike, dolce, LV.. but actually look cheap.

5. People who stop walking in the middle of the street/hallways just to answer their phone/answer a text message.

THIS IS JUST FRIGGIN IRRITATING. Jeezuz.

Thnak you, Jesus. You has given me intarwebz.

OH YEASH. I have internet at home now!! Too bad it's prepaid, but that's better than nothing at all, right? :D Currently listening to Yiruma and doing what i wanted to do... KNITTING!! just learned it a while ago, thanks to Teacher Laptha... :D

The sweet sweet taste of PS3 and...

Malcolm lent me his PS3 >w< which is total win. I have 4 days to rape Bandai-Namco's Amazing graphics.
And YES, I'm talking about Tekken 6. >:D
Oh yeah. I love the game. I love platforms, and I love customizing the characters~

Anyway, I'm having trouble with writing again which is bad because i have deadlines to beat, and if I don't make them in time i'll be kicked out of my school paper.. but my artist block is unclogged, which is good.. and I'm quite lazy making projects. gaah. I want to learn how to do knitting... and embroidering. nom nom :)

I'll be getting a wireless internet thingy so I could use the internet at hame and stop using cafes. :D

At school..

I love reading. Everybody knows that. When I can't read, I feel like brain is falling apart inch by inch. Another thing... when I read sequels, it really irrityates me when I can't read the next one... I tend to forget what happened in the previous sequels. LOL. XD

And I read manga. I hate it that the ione I'm reading right now, Kuroshitsuji, only updates every month. Isn't that unfair?! Gah. It's making me pissed. :(

I'm reading the gathering right now, though I don't even get it that much. XD

Yester-yesterday was my birthday.

Yeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeah.

So? tamad ko mag type ah. talaka

Big scary things always come from small laughable things. :(

I had a fight with my boyfriend again, because of stupid Narutemate Accel.

It really frustrates me because it started from small thing.

Some things are better left I said, but he told me that I was making an ass out of him. You see, i have a stupid crush on this guy, and we kinda fought. I was feeling really bad, and I don't need to tell him, right? He's jealous with this crush-guy... but I love him. More than he ever knows or will ever know.

And then the next day, I was playing naruto early morning. I thought I was playing with Ramil, but he actually grabbed the controller from Ramil and played himself. He was saying things, and I really really felt so insulted. Naturally, I got pissed off I was swearing. Well, in the end, we had a fight.

How could we fight over such a small thing? I think I should really talk to him. It's our sem break, and 6 days with out talking to each other? this isn't right. I hope I can find a way to talk to him, settle things once and for all.

i don't want to lose him. i'm not ready yet.

Anna Tsuchiya I LOVE YOU NAO

gawd this song is AMAZING. I really recommend you guys listen to it...

Anna Tsuchiya - Forever

and yes, it's ENGLISH. :D

I really am a shopoholic//Masskara with Jay

I realized that i was a real shopaholic after I borrowed 400 cash from the payments for the tickets from our school raffle. (I swear I WILL pay it back. promise!)
I bought new pair of boots! But then I'm ba-on sa utang again. Oh gawd. I have to pay the fees for our JS Camp, and then the 400 hundred for the tickets. Jeezus. And I still have to get that scarf! AND THAT SHIRT!! AND THAT COWBOY HAT!! AND THAT BOW TIE!! Why do I have to be a shopaholic?! Is this some kind of CURSE?!

Anyway, Jay and I enjoyed the festivities of the city, which was rare for us. We walked from mall to mall and went window shopping. :D Man. Then we rode carnival rides.. kung sa ilonggo pa, peryahan bala haw. XD... we rode the octopus and the Ferris Wheel, which was uber scary. haha. (IT WAS SHAKING, MAN!! we went home at seven thirty.. and that was my greatest masskara to date. :)

Watching Avatar at the moment. Ta-ta!

Nothingness

In times like these when I want to hold you
and feel the warmth of your arms
My heart flutters like the wings of a butterfly
when bathed under the light of your eyes.

Hold me close to you, closer, tighter
Never let me go.
Dig deeper into me, deeper, farther
Never let me go.

Ah, it must be your lips,
dancing like the wind on my skin
Must it be the sound of your voice in my ear?
As our tongues intertwine,
and our bodies collide,
Everything fades into nothingness.

Your fingers caress every part of me,
making my heart ache with your love.
Show me your love, gentler, faster...
Never let me go.

No, it must be the scent of your hair,
the quiet moans that escape your lips.
The static you send down my spine.
As the night turns to dawn,
and our bodies collide,
Everything else fades into nothingness.



Yeah. It's lyrics to a song. And yes, I composed that myself. I'd be really happy if someone could make a tune for it. I'm aiming for the Anna Tsuchiya type, rock ballad... ya know. :)

I had fuuuuuuuun <3

It was Patrick's, my boyfriend Kemuel's best friend, birthday and we had some fun. lol. First I went to school to submit our Economics project. I hung around in school for a while and waited for Kemuel to arrive (I was so fortunate Malcolm was there.. he bought me ice cream. X3) ..then both of us went to Patrick's house to go and fetch him.. when we were about to leave, (we were waiting for the rain to stop) but God is just so good to make Ostin (the guy with the car), Ralph and Jay to arrive just in time! XD

Of course we went with them, to watch their badminton competition (which was totally out of plan).. before their match, we went to a nearby restaurant to eat (all that was left of my money was six pesos hahaha).. then, we went back to the badminton court, and watched Jay's game (Ostin was in his jersey, but he didn't have a game. lol) before the game even started, my boyfriend and Patrick left because of boredom.

After Jay's game, the two of us went to the mall (we went after Patrick and Kemuel) and watched the guys shoot some zombies in the arcade... after that, we watched the Grudge 3 WHICH TOTALLY SUCKED. Ostin was complaining that we should've watched G-force instead, (Patrick would have enjoyed that. he loves cute things.) but well, after watching the movie, I said that he couldn't do anything anymore because what's done is already done.

After the movie, Ostin dropped us at a one-stop 24-hour conbi (short for 'convenience store') and went home... Kemuel went ahead, (he has a VERY early curfew haha.. earlier than mine) And Jay, Patrick and me stayed at the conbi. Jay convinced (more like BRIBED haha.. he bought Patrick a large bag of chips) Patrick and I to stay and wait for his parents with him... well, we did. Then Jay started carving stuff on the conbi's cafe's tables.. said he fells old because the conbi was playing 80's music (and I was singing along to Madonna's 'Borderline') and that, well, we probably wouldn't be doing this in college anymore.

It might sound boring to you, but when I'm with my wacky friends, nothing ever seems so dull. Even the smallest and simplest things become funny when I'm with them. :)

I'll miss them like hell, man. I really, really will.

I WANT THIS DRESS. NAO.

OKAY. I AM DEFINITELY GOING TO SEW MYSELF THIS DRESS. I AM GOING TO FRIGGIN TEACH MYSELF TO SEW. BLAAAAAAAAARG.

Hi there.

I'll be making a new blog about my story. I dunno what the title is yet, but it's some sort of a love story of.. some sort. hahah.

It's about Aoki and Kisuke, two people who are so different but share almost the same story and actually do fall in love... well, I hope it's not going to be cliched... like all my other stories. lol. :D

please support. :)

Such a kid.

Don’t you think that in a relationship, you’re supposed to understand each other, accept each other’s differences and forgive each other’s mistakes? I don’t know but it started all because I came home late from a very close friend’s party.

I am a girl. I may act like a boy and have interests in girls but please, I’m effing straight.

Anyway, he said that I had no discipline anymore and that I’ve changed a lot. He said that I’m not the girl he knows anymore.

Now, he doesn’t speak to me. Ignores me at school and totally avoids me. It’s gawd damn IRRITATING. For the love of cake, aren’t I the girl in this relationship? Man.

Immature. Just plain IMMATURE.
And now I have to understand him. He says I act like a kid. Well, yeah. I do. But at least I don’t THINK like one like he does. I understand the situation before saying anything else. I try to hold my tongue and stop it from saying anything that will make things worse. Please, why can’t we just sit down and talk about it? Darn. It’s really so frustrating.

Don’t you think like he’s acting like a fifth grader? Crap. And avoiding my friends too. Well, OUR friends. He only speaks to that best friend of his. Darn it. WHY DOES HE HAVE TO BE SO COMPLICATED?! Please, GROW UP. Darn it.

I wont ever make the least effort anymore. He has got to learn what he needs to learn. I wont make things easier for you anymore. He has to see what’s in front off his eyes. He needs to know what it is without me. That way I can see if he really does love me like he says so. BUT FUCK. HOW CAN I LIVE WITH OUT HIM?!

I guess I just have to be patient and sit back and relax. Wait for him to make the first move and speak to him just like nothing happened. Man I want to laugh at him. Immature KID. Nyahahaha. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. I am just so fucking frustrated.

Sorry for the f-words.

I don't understand.

I don't get it. I'm I really immature? Do I really lack discipline? Is it wrong to enjoy my high school life? Is it wrong to enjoy with my friends? *sigh*

I don't know if I should say sorry. I really think there's nothing wrong. Did I really change in a bad way? How? Am I really different from who I was before? Please. I need someone to tell me.

And I thought love wasn't like that. You said you'd love whoever I was. I never thought you had requirements for my personality. I don't get you. Why do we always fight over the same thing again and again and again? I don't know if I should let you go. I don't know what's right and what's wrong anymore. I feel that I gave up so much for you. I really do.

If it would only end up this way, why did you even tell me you love me in the first place? Why did you make me fall in love with you?! I should have been pretty normal right now. Maybe It would have been better for me to be trapped in to my little fantasy. Maybe I should have stayed in love with anime characters instead of choosing you.

But you know, I enjoy every single moment I spend with you. I love our laughter and your smile is always like sunshine. I love watching you in uniform and your sense of humor (though it might be blunt) always always makes my day a little bit brighter. You bring color to my dull world, Koitan. I love you soooooooooooo much. But I don't feel you anymore.

Why odn't you tell me what's wrong? You do trust me do you? Please talk...

HOLY COW. WHY DOES THIS HAVE TO BE SO COMPLICATED?!
..so much for my happy ending.

I FINALLY FOUND A NEW BAG I COULD WASTE MY MONEY ON 8D

OH MY GAWD I FOUND AN ORIGINAL VIVIENNE WESTWOOD BAG DOWNTOWN FOR ONLY 25% OF THE REAL PRICE OH MY GAWD OH MY GAWD I'M TOTALLY GETTING THAT BAG NO MATTER WHAT. I'M NOT GOING TO EAT FOR THREE WEEKS JUST TO GET MY HANDS ON THAT BAG. THAT BAG IS MINE!!!!!! >8D

price is JUST P750 OH MY GAWD

I maybe Hatsumomo, but you will never be Sayuri

I notice something odd with my house maid.

She copied my hairstyle.
She copied my hair color.
She copied my shampoo.
She buys high heels.
She copies my expressions.
...and now she has the same lotion as I do.

wtf. It's irritating you know. darn.

what?!

I like feminine looking guys, not feminine ACTING guys. For the love of cake, people. Leave me be! >__<>:(


Ah~ Miyavi~!


..and yes. He's male. Stupid people.

..just a little thought.

"Aasenso lamang ang Pilipinas kung mag tatrabaho ang mga Pilipino para sa bayan, at hindi lang para sa sarili."

-certain cell in my brain.

Special mention kay Sir Economics. Sorry tulog ko gina, haha. Four hours lang ytulog ko, eh. :D