Big scary things always come from small laughable things. :(

I had a fight with my boyfriend again, because of stupid Narutemate Accel.

It really frustrates me because it started from small thing.

Some things are better left I said, but he told me that I was making an ass out of him. You see, i have a stupid crush on this guy, and we kinda fought. I was feeling really bad, and I don't need to tell him, right? He's jealous with this crush-guy... but I love him. More than he ever knows or will ever know.

And then the next day, I was playing naruto early morning. I thought I was playing with Ramil, but he actually grabbed the controller from Ramil and played himself. He was saying things, and I really really felt so insulted. Naturally, I got pissed off I was swearing. Well, in the end, we had a fight.

How could we fight over such a small thing? I think I should really talk to him. It's our sem break, and 6 days with out talking to each other? this isn't right. I hope I can find a way to talk to him, settle things once and for all.

i don't want to lose him. i'm not ready yet.